DO I Really Love God?

I realized I never answered my own question. It was late. I was tired. I dont even remember asking it.
Do I love God?
I'd like to think so. But in my heart I know I don't. I love myself more than I love Him. I love music more than I love Him. I think I even love Lost the tv show more than I love him. Petty?
Extremely Petty.
Where's my life going?
I want to love God. I just don't know what it means. How do you fall in love with somebody you don't see? It's like falling in love with somebody on facebook or myspace.
No, God's bigger than that, i guess. And who am I that God should show himself to me?

Maybe God's like music. To love it, you need to put yourself into it. Listen to it, feel it, move with it, and in time, you'll learn how special and amazing it is, which will make you want to learn more about it, and then more and more.
Who knows.